On the shore of a lake
I sink to my knees,
with blood condensed
from the coarse weight
of being.
The earth subsides,
and a burning tide
flows into me.
Like a bloated vessel
I crack.
Alone and broken,
the brittle form
built of fallacies and frailties
cannot play
with the flames.
Every pore opens,
scalded as certainty retreats.
No singular thread
of resistance remains.
I stand unhoused
in dislocation.
Listen.
The privilege of pain
has blazed through me.
As she lifts,
a flicker of light
beams through the haze.
Refined, I rise
and weigh my memories.
Look!
They are lighter too.